I know it’s a love that you can’t describe until you have been there, I try not to be dismissive to those who are not parents, but no, it’s not like how you love your dog but more… it’s not the same as loving a niece or nephew… being a parent is a hands down once in a lifetime kind of love. I remember when I first set eyes on Molly. I swear I felt my heart grow… it is, in hindsight possible that all the pethadene I had absorbed was doing the thinking for me but I remember thinking ahhh, so this is what life is all about… and I think I said there and then “I want more”. Anyway, what I am wondering today is how is it possible to keep loving your children more every day, because I do, and Im sure everyone else does. Today I love the HUGE tooth that has replaced her baby teeth at the front, I love her fantastic use of vocabulary and the swirly curls that she is doing on the Y at the end of her name. I love that she tries to look after me when I am feeling ill. I didn’t know it was possible to keep loving someone more and more, I worry that if it keeps going I may actually burst, or overflow (or suffocate her with love!) I don’t have a lot to say today besides this. All I want is for Molly to know that I can’t hear this song without crying because its how I feel about you. You give my life so much purpose and direction. I love you with all of my heart and I like you more that I could ever express. Yep, you’re over emotional and strong minded whilst being the neediest creature I know… it’s a cracking combination Molly, don’t ever change. Your enthusiasm and lust for life are unique and wonderful.Your warmth and tenderness at such a young age makes me insane with pride and I simply hope that you know that I will always love you, you are my sunshine miss Mollymoo.  |
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